Comments to others

1. Comment to Kristina: Follow you're dreams. You can do anything you set your mind to do. Believe in yourself and you will accomplish everything you want to.

2. Comment to Jearnest: I want to be a superhero too! I'm pretty sure it's never going to happen but, a girl has got to dream! I'm glad you think this way, I agree war won't solve anything.

3. Comment to Bernadette: You'll get a car soon enough. I have a car and I'm never home anymore. It's like heaven on earth!

Post #15

Last post has arrived. After this I can stop waking up from my naps to write a post and go back to sleep. I have to say, I’ve enjoyed writing this blog, it started off as a funny blog, but I realized there are some things that I needed to say. Some times it takes assignments or projects to make you realize certain things. I guess this blog got me thinking about what truly matters. I started off talking about my experience in the hospital, doctors and drama queens. Then I talked about destiny, wrong choices in friends, Rachel Ray. For some odd reason I even decided to talk about socks. What I’m trying to get at is that I guess there’s always some things that are left unsaid and with this blog I’ve said most of them and it’s helped me come to term with certain things. I always knew that if I was given a pencil and a paper I could write for hours, then this teacher gives me a computer and a blog and know I’ve been writing for days. In some small or big way, this project has influenced us all, for some it has given responsibility, for others self-realization and for most a chance to say what how you truly feel. It’s like therapy for the eleventh grade class. If you’re still reading this blog and you’re not one of my teachers you seriously need to stop having so much time on your hands. It’s been a pleasure

Adios Amigos <3 

Post #14

11:11 make a wish. People need to stop wishing for things and realize that the good things in life are worth the wait. I think what all human beings lack is patience and kindness. If the human race could be kind to one and other maybe things would be different. Maybe people wouldn't get out of their cars after you honked the horn and shoot you. Maybe more donations would be made to more charities. Maybe more happiness would be present. And in the end isn't that what we all want? To be happy? So what does one have to say to make it all happen, to make the change? I believe one person has the power to change the way people see life, I believe that one well written speech can make such an impact on people that we will see change. Look at Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Rosa Parks, Winston Churchill, and the list goes on. But in the twenty-first century who is going to say what needs to be said? Who is going to open the eyes of those who have decided to close them? Who is going to have the courage to say what needs to be said and actually be listened to? I guess all we can do is wait and see.I guess this is where I say the good things in life are worth the wait, and that patience is the key. Problem is: aren't we all tired of waiting? Don't we all just want it to happen? Soon enough the moment will come. 

Post #13

I think I have a problem with falling. I’m constantly getting bruises, scrapping my knees and now I have this rash in my elbow. I mean I knew I was clumsy but this weekend I think I over did it. Apart from that, I feel asleep at the beach with my shorts and shirt on and now I have a farmers tan. For those of you who don’t know what that is: it’s when you get a tan, but you when you take your clothes of it’s not the bikini tan lines you have, instead it’s the clothes you were wearing tan line. Now every time I take off my pants when I pee I just laugh my ass of because of that stupid tan. Which leads me to write this. I’ve never mentioned this, but I dislike the beach. I have to be honest, I hate the beach. Sure I can spend a certain amount of time at the beach, but let me assure you, I’m always going to want to be somewhere else. For starters what is up with the sand? It just sticks everywhere and stays there. I’m sure I can deal with the sand, I just think I can’t deal with the people that go to the beach. You have the occasional family with a couple of kids, which is cute so they don’t really disturb me. Then you have the couple who goes to spend the day together, which is fine too. But then there are the friends who come to just annoy the hell out off you. First they sit a little to close to the area you picked, then they scream at each other even though they are two steps away from each other, and the finishing touch? They decide every five minutes it’s time to shake their towels becuase they have sand, and all the sand lands on you. If you even mention to them that the sand is landing on you: you just signed your death certificate. 

P.S. If you're going to go to the beach, be respectful. If you want to do stupid stuff at the beach that will disturb others: EARN ENOUGH MONEY AND BUY YOURSELF A BEACH WHERE YOU CAN BE A INCONSIDERATE PERSON. While get the money to buy yourself one, use common sense and respect others. 

Post #12

"People are like icebergs, you only see a small part of what they really are." I agree. When you meet a person, you only see what you are allowed to see, you are given the opportunity to look beneath the surface only when you're deemed worthy of it. Sure you can think "I know EVERYTHING there is to know about my best friend, this doesn't situation doesn't apply to me." But think about it. Really think about it. If you've ever thought to yourself; "She's hiding something" the truth is she probably has been hiding something for quite a while. Which leads me to this: if we are only allowed to see and know a person until a certain point, life is full of lies. Sure we've got the occasional honest people who appear for a brief moment in our lives, because "the truth hurts" and whomever is too honest is criticized. I don't get why in the world people would prefer to be lied to. To spare your feelings? Newsflash, your feelings may be spared, but you're living a lie. The truth doesn't hurt, the fact that it isn't what you expected does. If you'd rather live a lie than face the truth then you're a coward. If you rather look the other way thinking maybe it will go away, then you're an ignorant. What I'm trying to get at is, don't be so quick to judge someone because you only see what they want you to see. Don't be so quick to talk behind their backs because you only know what they want you to know. And at the end of the day, we all assume the worst when people are dishonest, so avoid the whole confusion and problems and just be honest for once in your life.

Post #11

"What if one little thing I said or did could've made it all fall apart. What if I'd chosen another life for myself, or another person." While I was watching Grey's Anatomy I heard this quote, and began to wonder. I know I haven't yet gotten to the point where I get to choose a life for myself or a person, but when I do; what if I choose the wrong path? What if I end up in a terrible place and become a terrible person? It brings up plenty of questions that I'm pretty sure everyone has different answers to. Is there a specific moment when we choose? Or do our decisions pile up and lead us down a specific path? Every choice we make, every decision we take and every person we decide to let into our lives will affect how we live significantly. So how do we know for sure if what we are doing today is what we want reflected in or lives tomorrow? Do we get a chance to change it? Or do we just look beck at our lives 20 years later and wonder; what if?

Post #10

Stupidity.
It's funny how in one word you can say everything you've been thinking. I think people are stupid. I think some of them act stupid to try to be funny. I think people need to get their own personalities and stop trying to be someone else. There's this girl in my school, sure she's nice and everything but she needs to get her own life. All she does is imitate me and my friends and no one can stand her. I'm really mean to her, but it's because I think she needs to get a life, she needs to be herself and she needs to stop pleasing others. I don't get it. Why can't people be themselves? If others don't like you, that is their problem not yours. Eventually someone will. Until then try to deal with it, but don't change who you are just because you're different. I'm different and I don't care. There are a lot of people out there who can't stand me, hell they can't even stand the idea of me, but there's also a lot of people who love me. You think I worry about pleasing everyone? Hell no! When I'm happy everything is fine, if you can't deal with who I am, deal with it. People need to understand they can be themselves, because if the world keeps filling up with the same kind of people it will be boring as hell, nothing will ever be original, and honestly I think we need to change. Change the rules, change society's standards, change our way of thinking and start seeing things from new perspectives.

You are enough, be yourself.

Post #9

Has anyone read The Scarlet Letter? It's a great book. There's no doubt in my mind when I say that. Sure the idea of making every sinner out there wear a scarlet letter may seem a bit extreme, but there is something refreshing about it. I think it's the fact that since Heather wore the letter, everyone knew what she had done. I'd like to think that people out there could be as honest as she was. Sure she had to wear it, but when she was allowed to take it off she was still honest about what she had done. Honesty. Is that to much to ask from someone? Do liars and sinners purposely lie and sin to hurt others? Do people take pleasure from it? I like to imagine liars and sinners have a good reason for what they do, but sometimes the truth is, what they do, they do for fun. Is it because of the adrenaline rush? If they need an adrenaline rush can't they just bungee jump? I hate liars, and I don't mean the "my dog ate my homework liars" I mean real liars. I don't like the fact that you trust someone and one day you find out everything has been a lie.  The idea that I could wake up tomorrow and find out my whole life has been a lie, scares me. No it doesn't scare me, it terrifies me. I know its part of life and life goes on, but what's the point of lying. If you're ashamed of what you did, you have to learn to deal with the consequences of yours actions. I get it, you shouldn't be judged by your past because we all make mistakes, but the truth is, what we've done is who we are.

Post #8

There's no actual way to cheat death. You live, you die. Some say life is pointless, others say we all have a purpose. Personally? I believe we were born to do something, and once it's been done, we die. Regardless of the life cycle, it's what you do with your time that counts. Don't waste your time on pointless things. Every time you're stressing out over something ask yourself if tomorrow you will even care about it. Don't waste your time on pointless people, you should only have room in you're life for those who are worth being there, always remember that you decide who get to be a part of your life. This year I've learned (thanks to a very important person in my life) that when someone tries to screw you over, you just kill them with kindness. Because what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and when all those people who have been trying to put you down constantly see you get back up again, and be nice, it's a thousand times better than wasting your time on them, and come to think of it, to them it will be a thousand times worse. I've learned its the little things that count, its the small moments, its the sincere friends, the good times, the laughs you share, and the tears you cry, its not about having everything you've ever wanted because at the end of the day you want to have someone to share that with. I'm not saying you need to be married or in a relationship. I'm just saying whenever you do something, think about the people around you who are going to get affected. You should never be self-centered or an egoistic fool, because the people who stick by your side don't deserve that. Don't live like there's no tomorrow because all you'll get from that is humiliation and maybe herpes. I mean, let me rephrase that, we should live like there's no tomorrow, but we shouldn't have regrets or grudges because in that moment when you know you're going to die you don't want to be thinking "I should've...." When death looks you in the eye, smile and say goodbye.

Post #7

Sleepy head.

I am so tired it isn't funny. It's ten o'clock in the evening, and I just got home. I have no idea what to write about, I'm falling asleep as I write. Teacher I know you're reading this, I'm so sorry for letting you down. Today I have felt like shit all day because I’m sick. I have been getting fevers for about 3 days now, and coughing like crazy, don't get me started on my sinus issues. Did I mention that yesterday I did “Insanity?” for all of you out there who don’t know what that is, GOOGLE IT. My legs hurt and since I had indoor and outdoor soccer practice today I am exhausted. For the record at my indoor soccer practice I feel and hurt my elbow and it stung a lot. I’m wondering if this post makes any sense as I write it because I can’t concentrate. Did I mention I was tired? My eyes are closing, my feet are tingling, and my head is falling forward…

Fell asleep there for about a minute or so. I go an idea, lets talk about socks. I love socks! I’m addicted to buying them; it’s the only item that I can always trust. They make you warm, the absorb your feet sweat, they cover your ugly toes, they even serve as a cleaning utensil for the floor of wherever your walking. Whoever invented socks, deserves a hug. Socks make me happy when I’m sad, hot when I'm cold and make my feet look good. The best part? YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TO MANY SOCKS!

I want to be this baby.

Post #6

You know what pisses me off, people. I know how that sounds, and I know what you must think. "All this girl does is bitch and vent." Let me just say if you have a problem with that, stop reading this. Creepers. Back to the topic, you know how it's the Superbowl today and everyone is like picking sides. I can say with certainty that more than 50% of my Facebook friends have never watched football, but today they're experts on the sport. Common lets be honest, you know about football, what I know about rugby, nothing. Why would you watch something that lasts about 3 hours (I think), that you know nothing about?  Speaking of this marvelous Sunday. Today I decided to cook a recipe from Rachel Ray for my dad. Let me just say I don't hate her, but she managed to get on my slap list. I am totally OBSESSED with the food network. But for all those food lovers out there, no matter how many times the chefs say "mmm, this is delicious" the food doesn't all taste well. I get it, maybe I'm a terrible cook, but I followed that recipe exactly as it was, I did everything she said and it was not delicious. I mean it wasn't bad, but you know, they pay her to cook and to come up with recipe's, why the hell does she go "mmm, that's delicious" when it isn't? RACHEL RAY YOU HAVE DISILLUSIONED ME! And for the record, if you don't know anything about football, stop acting like you do, and if you know about cooking and know the food isn't delicious, stop saying it is. FALSE ADVERTISEMENT!!!

Post #5

It's Saturday, I've been up since seven. Today has been one long day. I had SAT Prep classes from 8:30am until about 2pm, and then I went to buy my indoor soccer shoes and a new soccer bag, which led to going home dropping everything off and going to pick up my sister at her house. Eventually I got home at about nine and I need my rest. I have no idea what to talk about. Damn English teacher making me write a blog even on weekends. Ok, I've for something to talk about. Here we go, it's time to talk about friends. You know how they say you can count you're real friends with one hand. SO TRUE! I just wished people noticed that most people you meet are hypocrites who want to see you fail because the idea of you being better and succeeding in life kills them inside. It's funny because those who want to see you fail usually fail before you. I had this friend once, I love her to death, but one day she started hanging out with the wrong crowd, started to imitate the wrong people, and became the type of person she once hated. I’m not saying she's a hypocrite because I get it things change, people change and as humans we need to adapt ourselves to change. Sure we don't like change and it makes us uncomfortable, but change it what makes us who we are. It's up to us to decide if we're going to change for better or for worse. I'm pretty sure no one knows what the hell I'm talking about, but that’s fine. I guess what I'm trying to say is, if I had one piece of advice to give to someone on any given day it would probably be to "watch out for yourself, people are going to hurt you and it's up to you to decide who you are going to allow that privilege."

Post #4

Today I have spent all day wondering about destiny. Some say our destiny is already made, but I like to believe that we create our destinies. How could it be possible that before you're born, you're life has already been written and the ending set in stone? It's nicer to think we are a blank page and everyday a little ink finds its way to the paper. I think our decisions shape who we are, and our mistakes speak of who we've been. Because life is funny that way. If destiny is created by us as I believe, I think there is an opportunity for all of is out there, a shred of hope. A possibility that what we did yesterday won't necessarily affect what we will do tomorrow. It sounds illogical and maybe ever irrational but I believe that we are who we want to be and we do what we want to do. With enough will power I believe a person can persevere and be greater than they were expected to be. If people would just set their minds towards achieving a goal, much more might be accomplished. Well I'll be damned! I feel like a Nike commercial. Inspiration has been brought upon me today. Goodnight!

Post #3

Skipping the hello and all that polite people nonsense. Yesterday I ended my lovely post when I mentioned that people in general these days make a big deal out of everything. Example number two, coming right up! Today I was talking with my friends about the upcoming holiday, for those of you looking around and wondering what holiday is coming up, I only have one word to describe you, imbeciles. Moving on, how lonely and pathetic can you be, that you find the need to start flirting and making a move on someone you clearly don't care about, just because you don't want to be alone on Valentine's day? Wait, God forbid I forget the fact that you also want someone because they can give you flowers, chocolates, and stuffed animals. Has my generation given up on true love, and become slaves of materialistic love? It feels like the 1920’s are making a comeback. Clearly, they have passed the point of desperation, but I like to think they can still come back and recover from that. For all those lonely souls afraid of being alone on that one day, let me just pass a memo here. YOU’VE PROBABLY BEEN ALONE THE PAST 364 DAYS TOO! I mean this holiday was invented because you know, we make holidays out of everything, and wasting money is just part of the package. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a fun holiday and I totally support big romantic gestures, but don’t be using people just to leave them after that one day.

Tip of the day: Sluts and whores, they are nothing more. 

Post #2

If you’re reading this post it either means one of two things. Either you’re one of my teachers or you’re on the wrong website. If you don’t know what’s going on in this blog just read the first post or stop reading now. For starters let me just start of by saying that the results from my bone scans came back and I don’t have a fractured rib (big surprise there). You know, I want to be a doctor someday, but there are just some doctors out there that make me wonder what is wrong with the world. I mean you go to their office, you tell them what’s wrong and most of them just guess a diagnostic. Most of them don’t care, they just want money or want their day to be over. Which begs the question. Why did you become a doctor? Aren’t you supposed to study something you love and want to do for the rest of your life? If you wanted to make money why didn’t you go to business school? But yeah, no big deal, its not like someone’s life is in their hands. Speaking of life and big deals, I want talk about how people in general these days make a big deal out of everything. I don’t know if it’s the media that has inspired them, or if it’s the fact that we are all secret drama queens, but man o man people can be dramatic! I was at soccer practice today, and you know how in soccer the players are expected to get down and dirty, and this pathetic girl (who for the record is terrible at soccer) sat down all practice long because she got mud in her face. I mean, you know its been raining all day, rain plus grass equals mud, why the hell did you go to practice if you don’t like mud? I’ll bitch about drama queens and pathetic people tomorrow, for now I’m off to sleep. And for all those future doctors out there, here’s a tip: If you are going to be mediocre, go do something else because it’s someone’s life in your hands and you aren’t God to be deciding who to kill and who to save.